So I wake up this morning and I start getting hit with trials before I even get my contacts in...I mean like really? The car battery has died...so I go on a hunt for the battery charger- it can't be found...why you may ask?...My dad took all the tools and things that we used around the house when we left- so I borrow one from a neighbor and call my dad asking him questions and what not, of how long I needed to let it charge and stuff, and he was very rude and mean and I was trying so hard to walk in love and forgiveness! So anyways I go inside and I break down into tears and my mom quoted some scriptures to me and told me I am annointed to speak to my dad, that I am made righteous through my heavenly father and I have favor to do anything! So I asked how I got more favor with the Lord (note: I already new the answer- I just didn't want to hear the answer again) She answers by staying in closer fellowship with Him. I knew this, but at the moment I didn't want to hear that, what I wanted to do was pitch a fit and whine and call my dad back and be rude to him (I didn't do that). So I got down to buisness and prayed and sought out God, not that He was far from me because he is always right there, I sought His will out for me. Then the first thing that comes to me was FACEBOOK! I was like I don't have a problem with facebook, so I keep praying and I keep putting that thought aside and it keeps coming back to me. So I let God speak to me about it instead of telling Him that I don't need to be spoken to about it. Then I just felt lead to get on and start deleting ppl- the people I needed to delete were people I graduated with and you might think thats not a big deal, but when you go to a school with 300 people from pre-k to 12th grade, and your senior class was 40 people and you went to that school your entire life, it's hard to delete them. So then after I realized I needed to delete a lot of people! I thought I'll just start a new account and delete the old one, then I thought why don't I just delete it and not make a new one, that would free up my time for sure, and it wouldn't be a hinderence in my life. So point: I'm still praying about what I need to do with the whole thing, but as for now my account is deactivated and can easily be activated whenever I choose to do so, and I am strongly considering opening a new account and monitering it way more closly than I did before because when you have almost 400 friends on there you can't exactly contol what you see. And the Lord spoke this phrase to me "in the end they won't matter, so don't worry or fret of the things of this world, just keep your eyes on me, for people will waste away, work on keeping your heart pure and self devoted to me, My Love".
So that was my morning, that was my revelation!
With all my heart Kodie Rae :) <3
